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Look me in the eye and tell me I don't want your lies Stop hiding behind the fake you and face me as an equal Do you understand? I don't trust you And I never will Why did you do this? Was it hate? Jealousy? Do you feel big when you cut us down? Do you feel beautiful when you make us feel ugly? Do you feel happy to make us sad? Do you feel surrounded by friends when you leave us alone? Do you?

Do you know what it’s like? To spend every day feeling the way I feel. I feel awful. I feel horrible. Every day I’m told how ugly I look. How stupid I am. How I should just die. And you? You’re the one who tells me this. You keep me feeling sick about myself So you can feel good. So people will look up to you. And the worst part is, We used to be friends. We used to do everything together. And you remember it too. You remember everything. But you don’t care. As long as you’ve got power You don’t care. Even if it means hurting the person who was always there you, You Don’t Care.

"I'm Sorry" are the words you said, Those simple words in which you spoke, in hopes all would be forgiven. I'm sorry, dear, but they did not work, My heart is still in pieces. Two simple words, indeed they are, Too simple to make things right. I gave you trust, shared all my secrets, And in return you told me lies. You crushed my hopes, Crushed my heart, Broke all my trust in you. And still you think that these simple words, These simple words which beg forgiveness; Would make things right, would mend the hurt? I'm sorry, dear, but they won't do. "Sorry" doesn't cut it.

Hey, "friend," Did you know? You made me cry When I was alone In my bedroom, In the dark. You made me cry. "Friend." I though you would Always be there for me. "Friend." So why did you abandon me At the worst part Of my life? I was torn apart By your betrayal And no one can put Me back together again. "Friend."